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Saturday, November 14, 2009 button/loves:) @ 5:02 AM yo! finally back after MIA for so long. anws, i'm starting to like combined again!! there was a period of time when i feared combined, because i don't know how to play the songs. but actually, after today, i realised that i learn faster during combineds! yay yay yay. haha. desperately finding a temp home for button. poor dog, lili gg back china then actually put cindy's home one but she gg m'sia. then my house cannot. so poor button no house, have to sleep in the street lo. ok.. hope can find someone to keep the dog! byebye. off to writing:)

Friday, October 23, 2009 results. @ 4:39 AM love; legolas :D yay yay yay! my favourite character of all times!!! ooh, we got back all our results for EOY already. frankly, i was quite disappointed even though i know that i didn't work hard enough. Results: English: 60 Chinese: 68.5 E. Math: 36.9 POA: 80 Combined Humanities: 56 Combined Science: 58 AS: 53 (i think) SEE THESE LOUSY RESULTS!! omg, i feel like buying all the math assesment books that i can find and finish them during the december holidays. and i kinda feel guilty about still going to taiwan with these shitty results. i will still go anw. LOL. i already gave my photocopied passport... how am i going to do well for O levels next year?! let's study tgt ok?? and improve together:)) oh, and i have to save $$ from now on! i realise that i've been spending a lot of money nowadays. and THANK YOU ELEANOR FOR TREATIING ME TO THE DONUTS & BUBBLE TEAS!!! thankyou:DD and the auntie who lend me money on the bus when i didn't have enough coins to pay for my bus fare. haha. ok, abrupt ending but i will end here. BYE! i just want to tell you that i miss you...

Wednesday, October 21, 2009 @ 6:48 AM taken this afternoon during webcam-ing with felicia~ haha. she look funny right?! we were watching yu le bai fen bai showing xiao zhu with his red underwear gg to jin zhong jiang. yea. if i remembered correctly! haha. i love webcam-ings. must webcam with me ok!!! i don't mind taking unglam pics anws:) ohya, i don't know why, but my anonymous fire is back again. i felt so frustrated in my heart but i dunno why. like i'm trying to tell myself to calm down, but the fire just keep burning. but i felt more peaceful after playing some piano anws. :D ooh, we're going to get back results tmw! and there's like math and AS tmw. argh. DON'T LET ME FAIL THE TWO OF THEM TGT! i will die. badly. DON'T CARE DON'T CARE. my fav phrase nowadays. haix. i go off le la. byebye! *shakes hands vigorously* maybe the fire was due to constant uncertainty and insecurity. well, idk.

Sunday, October 18, 2009 to you & you. @ 1:22 AM firstly, i want to say, nobody can manipulate one's thinking. if i don't like someone, it's because of what he/she does that irks me. and i'm blogging this because people who know me well should know that i'm much more eloquent in typing and writing instead of speaking. anyway, let me continue. To: Cindy hmmm, like what i told you earlier on, it's not because of wenyi that i don't like you. i don't like how you have changed for the bad after gaining confidence from being prettier by wearing contacts and stuff like that. i don't like the way you seem to add sarcasm in your words even though you say you don't. well, maybe that's how YOU feel, but from my heart, i feel that it's just pure sarcasm. i can only tell you that if you feel hurt now, then have you ever considered my feelings since like last year end? i told you, i realised how stupid i was when i felt upset that you went out with other people. now that i look back, i realised that i couldn't have controlled you. you have the right to go out with anyone. and with that, i laugh at myself. i also mentioned that you were one of the few friends whom i want to be close with at the first sight. same for wenyi. i really cherished the moments i spent with you and i really loved talking to you. i'm unsure if we can still be like that now but the happiest period i spent with you was the first half year of 2008. at that point of time, i felt very happy because i'm happy that i could be close with you. but now, it seems like you have a lot of close friends and i don't know where i stand in your heart. you seem to be able to mix with everyone, anyone. and just read your blog. the frequency of mentioning me is so small. i don't know ok. i don't know. i just feel that i can't read your mind anymore. i don't know what you're feeling when you read all these. but i can only say that i still prefer the cindy who wears specs and treats everyone with sincerity and not the one who adds sarcasm in her words. i know i can't make you or anyone else change because of what i feel individually. you can change, i'm not stopping you. but i hope it's for the better. i said that my heart always relent at the end and i will always forgive you for what you did that i personally feel it's wrong and i will always just put aside all the negative things about you and be friends with you again. well, maybe you do not know this, but it has always been a battle in my heart. however, i hope that you won't take a yard when i give an inch. don't think that just because i will still forgive you and be friends with you again that you take my temper and feelings for granted. at times, you really take things too far, to a point whereby i find unacceptable. just like the time you and eleanor played that prank call, i think it was too far off. it was WRONG. you don't make use of your friend's sympathy and the relation to make such a prank. i was so worried that time and in the end, it turned out to be a prank. i was really angry. but the thing that i was most angry about was that you guys even thought that i was just being angry for fun. seriously, i don't do such things just for the sake of fun. reflect. it wasn't right. at least, that's what i think. true, i seldom get angry. however, don't treat a dormant volcano as an extinct one. it'll still erupt one day. i have a temper too and it's not that i don't have one but i just take things more easier. but if you carry it too far off, i'll get angry, for sure. well, to conclude, i just want you to reflect and please, wenyi's not a bitch. unless you're one as well. and, definitely, she's not heartless. i don't care if you call me one because i know that i'm not. live with a conscience. and treat people with gratitude and sincerity as well. i admit i don't always live like that but at least i care about my friends' feelings as well. not that you don't care but i feel that it's quite pretentious at times. you don't care for the sake of caring but you do it from your heart. people can feel it if it's genuine. i just hope that i could still be friends with you, but this time, i want a temper for myself too. but if for whatever reasons, you want to end this friendship, there's nothing i can do to change your decision as well. well, that's all i have for you. To: Wenyi like cindy, you're one of the few friends whom i want to be close with at first sight. i really cherish the times i spent with you and your classmates as well. i think you are a very caring friend. at least a genuine one. and your classmate are great people too:) anyways, i love you (as a friend) and i hope we'll always be BFF!! you and i know it:D ok, this is the end. i wish everything will blow over soon and i'm already mentally preparing for the EOY results. hope i do well and everyone else too:))) oh, and i enjoyed the class chalet, maybe i'll talk more about it the next time. bye and cya.

Thursday, October 15, 2009 @ 5:38 AM EOY'S OVERRRR!!!!!!! yay yay yay! EOY's finally over. hmmm. i kinda feel relieved when we finished POA today. i'm not going to think about it alr. haix. its over alr and i can't change anth right. even though my mood was spoiled when i knew i failed physics. wlao. anws, there's CLASS CHALET TMW!!!!!!!!! so excited right!!! yay! anws, i'm gg to create class blog:) hehe. but i dunno the skin all that wor. nvm, create the blog first. byebye. i only blog to cheer that EOY's over! and class chalet:)) the simplest three words.

Thursday, October 1, 2009 sick sick sick. @ 3:57 AM MARJORIE IS DECLARED SICK ONCE AGAIN. feeling cold and feverish at the same time. and coughing. and sneezing. and even feel like vomitting. can i NOT be sick for like once in a month. what's wrong with me anw? keep getting sick this year. anws, finished English papers today. hope i passed with flying colours. and you guys too! :D chinese paper 1 and ss tmw. hope i'm in good condition to take the paper! GAMBATE everybody! :DDDD concentrate concentrate concentrate concentrate concentrate concentrate concentrate

Wednesday, September 30, 2009 exams! @ 4:20 AM EOYs are starting tomorrow! omg, hundreds of thought are going through my mind now. i'm scared of being retained because of my math/ english. or i won't be ablr to write out a single thing for any questions. and there's ss. i'm scared i can't recall anth when i look at the test paper. and i'm totally distracted by the taiwan trip. maybe not totally, but i will think of it at times then i will go all gaga and can't study. i need motivation to study!!! i don't know what to do at all. ooh. comp low batt alr. blog next time... GOOD LUCK EVERYBODY! JYJYJY!!:DD